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Nothing I can do is good enough
No matter how hard I try,
I'll always fail in your eyes
Or in someone's eyes
I'm sorry,I couldn't silence my cries
I'm sorry you saw past my disguise
I'm so sorry for shaming you
But can you blame me for blaming you?
So I give up
I give up on trying to please you,
And I give up on lying to please you
You can shake your head in disgust,
But I won't try to appease you
Because I'm done caring how you see me
No matter how hard I try,
I'll always fail in your eyes
Or in someone's eyes
I'm sorry,I couldn't silence my cries
I'm sorry you saw past my disguise
I'm so sorry for shaming you
But can you blame me for blaming you?
So I give up
I give up on trying to please you,
And I give up on lying to please you
You can shake your head in disgust,
But I won't try to appease you
Because I'm done caring how you see me
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Thrown Away
Thrown Away
Here I sit
Center stage of my life
I struggle to breathe
Nothingness surrounds me
I reconcile to persevere
To what end I do not know
For now I am alone
I am comforted by the flow of my own tears
Here they are again
Oh
this is not self-pity
This is the realization of abandonment
The finality of being cast aside
Thrown away like a candy wrapper
No longer needed once consumed
I'd rather be the candy
Then I would be "wanted" in the moment
Alas
I am merely me
Invisible
Non-essential
In their eyes
I refuse to give in
I will find someone that will affirm me
Will desire my company
Fill up space in my voi
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Toxicity
Toxicity
The glass terrain
Cracks and shatters
No matter how gently we tread
Sunflower eyes
Wither and wilt
When untoward words are said
Deceitful sludge
Thick, black, and murky
Slowly smothers the town
No way to escape it
Everyone is its victim
We are not sheltered or sound
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Slipping
My words are greasy
They slide away
My heart wants to but lacks the will to play
Evenings on fast forward
Until work the next day
My dreams and goals
Don’t lift but weigh
I am consumed
But I have nothing to say
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no matter how hard I try,there's always someone who doesn't think I'm good enough,so why should I bother trying?I don't give a flying fuck anymore
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Very very powerful. I LOVE it.Nice job